hmm.. i've only been posting like every two days.  but actually, i think i have been posting everyday.  its just that with the timezone difference and what not, it doesn't appear to be that way.  but i'm not slacking off, for sure lol.

i've got such a headache right now.  i woke up with it.  it won't go away lol.  (as you can tell, this is yet another inebriated post, except i'm typing better because the effects are waning). 

i think maybe i should lay off the liquor, but who knows.  the sad part about being 18 and not in college is that you don't get insurance anymore, so its not like i can just go to the doctor whenever i feel like it.  i have to actually pay for it now lol.  but oh well.  i don't need to go to the doctor anyway.

so i finally got broadband on this computer.  i dunno.. for some reason i think its a little overrated.  i mean, its great and all, but its nothing i really need.  but i guess i don't really need anything.  if anything i'm just tired of being alone.  but oh well.  i'll get over it.  i'm gonna go back to whatever i was doing before.. i just wanted to post. 

have fun, kids. 

an inebriated post by jakob d.

hmm.. i'm drunk right now.  so forgive any typing errors.  i'm trying to fix them as i go along, but ofcourse thats not exactly effecient when you're drunk lol.  so whats going on?

i think i aced my interview today.  sure.. it took lieing like a motherfucker to do it, but hey.. i ask you.. who is a better liar than jakob kyle? noone you say? well, you'd be right :) lol.  so tonight i didn't even put a dent in a 5th of rum.  i took an entire chunk out of it.  so thats cool.  i tried to email hannah to ask how shes doing with her mono (yeah, shes gonna mono).  i pretty much typed "i know i said we weren't gonna talk anymore, and i meant it, but i atleast wanna make sure you're ok, because you're sick".  and guess what? she blocked my email address lol.  "fal" as joshua would say lol.  oh well, though.  you can't win 'em all.

so tonight me and snuggles got into a spat.  it wasn't really even that.  we got to talking about baseball, and i said something jokingly like "aww.. we can't be friends anymore" and she was just like "ok".  so i was like "dude, she hates me".  but i guess i was wrong lol.  because she wrote a song in her away message until i could see it and she said "baseball is a homewrecker, i miss my cuddles" with it.  i was like "aww man, i gotta talk to her", so i did, and we'd both been drinking, so we made up and promised not to fight ever again at all.  and thats good.  because i missed her :). 

so yeah, i think i aced that interview today.  like i said... could you imagine jakob kyle teaching kids? i totally couldn't be called mr. kyle.  i've gotta just be jakob.. or do0d lol.  and where the fuck was jordan today? oh well lol.  i'm sure i'll talk to him tomorrow.  oh well.. i'm drunk, so i think i'm gonna go play resident evil.  have fun kids.

ps.  bj.. you faggot.. don't even send me an email if you read this, because i think you're one of my biggest fans.  so if you read it, just keep it to yourself, otherwise i'll own you again, and then post it lol.

until the day i die.. i spill my heart for you

whats going on, kids? nothing here.  i've been up for an entire 2hrs. this place is soooo fucking boring.  but oh well.. on to better things..

like fucking rock.  i've got another job interview today.  i'm gonna go teach kids or something (you don't need a teaching certificate to teach in alaska). lol.  how rock is that? talk about fucking up the system.  jakob kyle is going to breed some free-thinkers. i think thats what the world needs anyway.  it pays $100/day.  so how is THAT? i'm gonna be in WV in no time at all.  i think this could be fun, though.  i mean, i'm 18.  these kids are like, 14.  prime age for some mental-molding.  but i'm not gonna be like "yeah, go out and do drugs and drink and party".  because i have a "do as i say, not as i do" philosophy.  but i'm gonna be like "don't feed into the bullshit garbage that people and the media try and sell you.  look at the world on your own and form your own opinion and belief system".  mmm.. this could be fun lol.

so i talked to boggs the other night.  i think i'm going to go to bridgeports senior week with them this may.  ahh.. 6 days of inebriation and hangovers that i probably wont remember.  how much fun does that sound? it sounds like alot to me.  we'll bring some cases to myrtle and have a killer time.  i also talked to BJ lastnight.  he got a job sorting coathangers at some factory for like, $250 a week.  how rock is that? he wants to get me a job doing it when i get down there, but i think i'm gonna concentrate most of my efforts on my BPT apprenticeship.  but hey! as long as he has a job, we're gonna be grand for our apartment.

so i think the rest of the day, i'm gonna go chill out and have a good time.  i'm talking to emma right now, so thats really cool.  so i'll catch up to everyone.  rock on party people.  download "until the day i die" by story of the year. 

what is up, homies? i've been meaning to post, but i've just been too lame.  its about 2:10 here.  i'm still awake.  i dunno why.  i've gotta be up in like, 5hrs.  gotta go to the hospital and get piss tested (i don't need a test to tell them i take drugs lol) and then go through blood-born pathogen safety training.  yeah.. right.  like i need blood-born pathogen training. i'm from a family all involved in the medical field. i already know about it lol. 

yummy, so i'm up to a grand $1500 towards coming home.  terrific, eh? my family back home called up here today, though.  they basically don't want me moving back at all.  they feel that i'm going to move back, not get a job, not have place to live, fall on my face and fail, then after some self-loathing i'll come and ask them for help.  well.. i guess in the 18 years i've been around, they really haven't come to know me.  i wouldn't have asked them for help in the first place, but now that i know that they're expecting me to do so, i definetly won't.  dignity means little to me, but pride is a little more valuable.

so now that i know how much money i need to move back, i think i'm gonna have to drop that number down significantly.  like.. maybe to $2000-$2500.  because i'm definetly gonna be down there when i say i am, but my family might give me a little more pressure if they think its a less than i should have.  so the new magic number is $2000.  hopefully i'll definetly have more (well, hell yeah i will, i work my ass off), but even if i don't, i'm not worried.

so i've learned 2 songs.  'the quiet things that noone ever knows' by brand new (my NEW favorite band :)) and 'i don't believe' by greenwheel.  man, i'm bored alot lol. but its cool.  well, right now i think i'm gonna go crash on the couch.  because emma isn't on, neither is anyone else, and i'm lame.  so have fun, everyone.  wish me luck.

party on, party people

THIS HAS BEEN A SOBER POST BROUGHT TO YOU BY JAKOB KYLE